Letting Go and Moonlight

I recently took down a website that I’ve been managing for the past 13 years. It wasn’t a high traffic site, more of a hobby website. My partner and I started it together, and while popular in the beginning, over the years, the traffic dropped, the number of dead links became difficult to manage, and the usefulness of the content decreased. The desire to maintain the site was gone.  It was hard to let it go, but when it came down to it, the heaviness of the site, of not keeping it up-to-date,  was not worth it. We all have to learn to let go of our extra baggage and clutter, whatever the “clutter” may be. What was once a hobby became a burden.

Tea: Moonlight White Tea. Almost no aroma, but very sweet subtle flavor. Tastes almost as if honey was added. The description on Upton Tea’s website mentions melon after notes. I didn’t get that. Steeped well a second time.

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Goodbye comments

After giving it come thought, I decided to turn off the comments. When it came down to it, I spend a lot of time deleting emails and reporting spam than approving comments. So, goodbye comments.

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Qualifier #1

Joe Kleinerman 10k - Race Bib

This morning I ran the first of 9 qualifying races I’ll need to run this year to gain guaranteed entry into the 2013 NYC Marathon. Years ago, when I first started running, I got into the marathon by lottery and proceeded to train by the book. A few weeks before the marathon, during a short maintenance run, I fractured my tibia. That obviously put me out of the race. I tried again the following year, and just couldn’t get my muscles to do what they needed to do. After the second attempt, I decided to forget about the marathon as a goal.

Well, years have gone by and I’ve continued to run. I’m still learning about my body and my running form. I’ve suffered various running related injuries from IT band syndrome, plantar fasciitis, and a sprained ankle from tripping. I can be somewhat of a klutz. With each run and each runner, I feel like I’m getting more confident with what my body needs, and can adjust to avoid injury. While some friends may tell me my body is actually telling me not to run, I think it’s just the opposite.

So today was the first step (or first thousand steps) in running a marathon. Race #1 of 2012, check! 8 more to go.

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Cronkpots

My ceramics are now available through etsy.com! You can check out my store at bryancronk.etsy.com. I’m just getting started, and more will be added as I get used to selling my work. It’s a start!

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Tea nonsense

It’s the day after Christmas, and I have to admit the holiday is not the same for me anymore. Not that I’m a grinch, but the holiday seems to have less significance to me the older I get. Over the past few years, presents have played a smaller role, and when you take away the presents, you have to look at what you are left with, unfortunately for me, there isn’t much left. Our traditions are centered around food and gifts. Being forced to look at what the holiday means to me is shocking. It’s empty and lonely, but not hopeless. Im at a turning point, and have decided that one of my resolutions for 2012 is to give the holidays some personal meaning and start forming new traditions.

Tea: Paklum Tips, special white. Smooth, slight grassy taste, but gentle. No hints of sweetness and no aftertaste. Pleasant but nothing special.

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Latest Mandala Pot

Porcelain Mandala Pot
I’m still enjoying the direction I’ve been going in with my ceramics. While most of the pots I’ve been making have been symmetrical, one of my latest pieces took on different shape while remaining true to the concept. To date, this is my favorite piece.

Most ceramic instructors tell students to have a vision of the completed pot, right down to the color of glaze, before they start to work with the clay. This doesn’t work for me. For the mandala pots, I’ve been starting off with a general egg-like shape, I throw on the wheel. I make as many as I can (time and amount of clay permitting). When once they are dry enough to start trimming, I get to work cutting them up and seeing what happens. Some of the parts naturally fit together better.

For this piece, I did start with a loose sketch of a type of spiral, and I think the movement of the spiral comes through in the finished pot. I may have to give the ceramic instructor’s advice some more thought!

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He makes you think

I’m a big Haruki Murakami fan. I recently started reading his latest book 1Q84. It’s a big book….about 1000 pages. While I’ve barely made a dent, I’ve already got the feeling that I have no idea what I’ve gotten myself into. After I read The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, my perception of everyday life changed. I instantly wanted to share the book and the experience with everyone. 1Q84 is the next step at opening my mind, and I think it’s the perfect book to challenge myself with at this time.

2011 is almost at an end. It has been a difficult year. A lot has happened with my family. My beliefs and commitments have been challenged. And through it, I feel like it’s been one of my most creative years. Tough times lead to suffering only if you let it. Being challenged physically, mentally and emotionally can open you up to the present moment and who you are deep at the core.

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AmtrackConnect

Oh free wifi, how you tease me so. I was thrilled to find that Amtrak finally installed wifi on many of the northeast corridor trains. Ideas started to swim around my head about what could be accomplished during the few uninterrupted hours I’d find myself with while traveling for the holiday. Unfortunately, while the network is easily detected….it’s not so easy to connect to. I got on once for five minutes and then spent the rest of the train ride trying to reconnect. Fair to say, I accomplished little, thanks AmtrakDisconnected.

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Short Review: Mobile First by Luke Wroblewski

While not entirely what I expected, lukew gives readers a lot to think about when considering a mobile strategy. Since I’m more of a developer than a biz dev guy, I would have appreciated more technical examples. To the author’s credit, he did point out in the intro that Mobile First was not a technical book and the examples he did use perfectly illustrated the issues he wants website architects to consider. Overall, this book is a good primer for anyone new to thinking about the mobile web experience.

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Getting over SQL fears

Something about updating, altering and dropping tables in a database makes my palms sweat. With more practice, I’m hoping these fears fade, but for now, each time I execute anything other than a select, I imagine that I’m pushing a big red button.

After completing the SQL programming course, I’m feeling more confident. For instance, the other day, I performed an update on 2000 rows based on the results of a select. This is pretty basic stuff to a lot of developers, but for me, when it executed successfully, it gave me the same thrill as seeing “Hello, World!” on my first html web page.

This is part of why I love working on the web. There is always going to be something new to learn, and something that will always give you that exciting “I did it!” feeling.

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